better in time?

i guess this blog is being abandoned by you already.i also don’t know what to say already.i guess what i can do or say,i already did those.its kinda ironic that im posting this now.its like exactly the same post u posted before.just that this time we switch roles.and in the past i used to be lazy to update this blog but now im actually posting this automactically without you saying anything :).anyaway i can say our relationship have been unstable ever since i made a big mistake.im very sorry and i regretted it badly till this day.i guess that changed you ever since.i know i made alot of mistakes when we were together.and i guess sorry wont solve anything.during our relationship,we often argue and get jealous easily.but i can that is because we both love each other very much.i admit im always rash when we argue or quarrel.i would use the word “break” as if it means nothing.i know if you are the one who said this to me,i would be heartbroken too.anyway its been months since we broke up.and im glad you got over it already.you are doing fine.thats all that matters to me.i think i should disappear from your life cause i know you don’t like to talk to me.all these can be seen in your replys in msn or sms.so i think i should grant your wish and don’t disturb you.and your mum gonna be back tmr?she too also said you changed a lot.i know she will guide and advice you through your life.i shall cut my rubbish talking.take care and stay happy.i don’t know when will we talk or see each other again.just want to let you know,because of you,i finally learnt the meaning of cherish and treasure.bye.

 

绿茶

It ends tonight ?

Baby,

You said this, you sure you want it ? If you do, I guess what you said is right. About me forcing us to get back and you said that if you don`t want, why force it ? Cause anyway, the relationship won`t be a happy one. I know, so I will listen to you this time.

 But I hope you will think about your decision properly and don`t regret what you said to me, about ending everything and about remaining as friends always. I don`t want us to regret. I want us to be happy, happy like before. I know it`s possible, and I know we can.

We have been through so so much. What is this little matter to us ? It shouldn`t be a problem.

We have seemed to abandon our blog for ages. And I don`t know when you`ll read this post. If you do, I hope you do know that my love for you is true. And I don`t wish to end this.

 Not now, not tonight.

LIWEIJIE. ,

<3 always

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY <3

Happy 365 Days Baby ! <3

I`m glad we`ve made it this far I love you.

蜜桃茶

To baby,

对不起我爱你. </3

蜜桃茶

I LOVE MY HANDPHONE !

=x

hehehehee. So happy leh !

I must really thank baby, baby`s mum, sis and bro for chionging to the shops to get my phone =x hehe

THANK YOU ! <3

Then. . Not only got couple phone, also got couple toothbrush ! LOL !

Here my ebuzz journal post link. lol

http://www.ebuzzcafe.com/forums/showpost.php?p=457517&postcount=735

Not to forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY`S MUM !

蜜桃茶

MAC AGAIN ! =x

SO FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLL leh baby ! =x You still eating the fries. I regret, should have bought one more iced lemon tea. LOL.

We like keep eating mac hor. haha. Currently switching channels between Valencia and Arsenal matches. LOL Baby so busy !!

Evidence of busy baby ! =x hehe

Baby watching Valencia get thrashed by Real Madrid >.<

Baby, full already don`t force yourself 好吗 ?

蜜桃茶

SPEND SPEND SPEND $_$

Ben and Jerry`s Chunky Monkey at 5.30am ?

O_O

hahaha. Baby bought 2 tubs for me. So happy !! Finally hor baby ? =x

Thanks dear !! <3

I make baby spend so much on me these few days. Think now baby become pok kai already But nevermind ! My pay coming ! I treat baby eat out when I get it hehe.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND !! <333333

蜜桃茶

Baby I think i spent like $150 in like 3-4 days lol!so hao ming sia we 2.everyday eat good food suddenly haha.from Ben & Jerry to Swensens to Hong Kong Cafe to MacDonalds.lol.maybe we having New York New York tmr!!OMG x_x haha.and we like take cab as if it is bus and Mrt lol.but nvm.its okay.both of us happy can already and our MacDonalds delivery just come ahha.lets enjoy our food! 

绿茶

304DAYS, <3

Baby,

It`s been 304 days since 14December2006. Time really flies. I`m glad we got this far. And I`m happy that we found each other. I promise I will always treasure you like I always did in the past. Well, maybe now it`s even more than before

HAPPY 10TH MONTHS, SWEETHEART !

我爱你 !

蜜桃茶

happy 10th months baby hope everything gonna be fine for us.its been a long and tough journey for us but i know we’ll make it through!

绿茶

x_x

baby don’t break my fragile heart again please.i’m scared i cant take it.sighs.hopefully you can do what you promised me.i love you.i really do.hopefully nothing is gonna break us apart.

绿茶

I`m SORRY.

T______________________________________________T 

I`m sorry I have disappointed you big time again although you gave me chances to change. But I wonder what can I do now to save this relationship. I swear I am a loser. Much worse than you now. But I swear I LOVE YOU.

You mean the world to me, and you are going away now, for sure, forever. There goes our 292 days. I just wanna thank you for everything you have done. I really appreciate and treasure every single moment with you. They were all pure bliss and I was really very  happy then.

As for what I did, it isn`t revenge. I know you still won`t believe me and still think what you think but in fact, I didn`t plan for all this to happen. It naturally did. And that`s why now I believe karma exists and this is your retribution. For doing so many things to me too.

But aren`t we quits now ?

I just hope you can forgive and forget again, just like how many times I did for you. If I can, why can`t you too ? And anyway do you remember, you promised me before, you will never let me go and hold me tighter than ever before. Even if the day I ran away from you, you would chase after me. I would too. I will wait for you.

 I really hope we aren`t over. I know I can`t bear to let you go. That`s for sure. I want you back, baby. I really, sincerely do.

I miss you like mad fuck. Please let us be okay. It breaks my heart too. How I wish all this isn`t happening but just a scare for me to know how much you mean to me.

I STILL LOVE YOU, DOUGLAS. I REALLY DO.

I know it`s useless saying all these cause you are sure I will do it again but I hope you will change your mind.

 原谅我, 好吗 ?

蜜桃茶